Fear

Tomorrow my first client is the one where I had the big asthma attack 2 weeks ago that began the nightmare cycle. I am afraid. Once I go it will be all right, I know it. I am fairly certain the trigger was nothing in her home but something that had happened the day before.... still, I find myself afraid.

This year I have done the almost impossible. Used almost every hour available to me under my sick benefits and all for my lungs. bleh

It will sure be wonderful to have full capacity again.
I am hoping soon.

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