The Very Long Wait

Time time time - see what's become of me...

So wet and gloomy this long Spring has been, that I read with great surprise how Friday coming shall be truly warm. According to the weather networks the temperatures will double. Perhaps this will wake me up more from this slumber the Spring has companioned. Part of the deuced unpleasant trade-off , drugs for sleep, serenity for mania are these strange periods where my experience and the world are not compatible. I am not unhappy, not depressed, not annoyed, not anything at all really - just alive to the possibility that better things are beckoning just over the horizon. I need to be more flexible.