29.11.07

Brain Drain

I approach the coming month with disbelief. Today, Carol has been absent from us for longer than she was ever alive. Next week was her birthday and one later, mine.

This year I am celebrating by buying lottery tickets.

If I won a substantial jackpot;
  • I would immediately take a leave of absence from work.
  • I would wean myself off my meds and take up drinking single malt scotch again.
  • I would employ a keeper to keep me out of trouble. ( I am an exuberant drinker)
  • I would take my guitar up again and rock out up and down the little clubs on this coast.
  • I would get Morgostas to build me that Harley.
Mostly I would reedit my huge collection of fiction.
---and--- publish.

Silly dreams.

-