I dragged my butt through a double shift yesterday on a statutory holiday.
The second part of the shift was really hard to get through.
This morning I woke up and rolled over. A day off to sleep. Then shop for groceries. Then taxi me.
Now I am about to go to bed. Zero energy. So tired.
Not sure I can do the double shifts. Arg.
I am using the lite book every day and making sure I eat properly. It is just the whole flu thing. I have not got my energies back.
So, I make friends with the tiredness, the occasional impatience, the moments of anxiety and distraction, the hours of not-knowing. I welcome them, knowing they do not interfere with but in fact are part of what is longed for and needed. I let go of wanting to be anyone in particular, or any way in particular, and for an instant, I am free.
Oriah Mountain Dreamer